Everyday is such a drag, and I feel so drained. I am not going to miss anything from high school. I feel like it’s such a waste of my life, only to be consumed by the mundane yet strenuous tasks that in the end I ask myself “How is this fucking analytical paper on a overrated poem is contributing to my short life span? How is this ‘trapezoidal rule’ problem contributing to my short life span other than killing my brain cells?” God, I am so sick of it. I don’t even know if I can lasts another decade of this bullshit, so I am certified to gloat about what? “Yeah, I paid so much money for this piece of shit paper that shows I accomplished something that won’t mean anything to the maggots that feeds off of my body in my grave.” Maybe I am suffering from teenage angst, maybe I am naive, but fuck, I sure hope college life would be worthwhile, after all, it’s only 2/5ths of my life doing the same shit in school over and over again.
Whatever, let me just say that my issues are not bad, there are far more worse situations that people go through. My burden is a mere mosquito bite compared to what others have to deal with.
But still, fuck school….hard.