My boyfriend and I were inspired by the edible arrangements’ fruit flower gifts, so we decided to make some of our own. It was a pain in the ass, but I think it came out very nice. Happy Mama’s day <3

Fuck

I start school tomorrow. Damn this one week of vacation. At least I kind of feel ready for it unlike last semester.

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I did a quick doodle of Bolin. Still trying to get the hang of drawing on my tablet and using Photoshop P:

Also, my boyfriend reminds me so much of Bolin both in personality and appearance. I told him he should cosplay as Bolin for Supercon, but that is not going to happen </3.

Yesterday was pretty darn good day.

My lab analysis came in and after almost a year of being vegetarian I am pretty fucking healthy. It’s like a “fuck you” to the faces of all my family members who were bashing on me for turning vegetarian. They always told me that I would suffer from health issues from not eating “meat”, yet, the funny thing is that most, if not all, of my family relatives that consumes meat suffer from either high cholesterol, obesity, or other health issues. Partially the fault is from poor dieting, but also their ignorance. Again, I respect my family members for consuming meat and I wholeheartedly understand that I have a strong Hispanic background. Hell, my family’s main source of protein is either churrasco or puerco asada. Though, I really despise the rejection and insults I faced from my family for my decisions. At least my parents, my siblings, and grandmother accepted it, which I guess is good enough.

On another light note, I went to the Avengers midnight premiere and the movie was fantastic. Normally, I am very picky with movies, especially action movies. I was actually terrified that this movie would be very similar to the Transformers franchise (explosions, flat characters, and bland), but the movie ended up being a good balance between comedy, story, and kick ass action.

Today I am going to a show in honor of May the 4th be with you, and I hope my lover wins a prize for his storm trooper costume (which I hope he completes by today).

/endrant

So I have one week off before summer term begins and I thought that I should take advantage of these rainy days by staying home and making at least one productive thing a day. By productive, I mean draw and craft. It’s been a drag lately, and I haven’t been inspired to draw or make anything. Therefore, I made this simple crayon wax project as reminder to be: inspired, productive, ambitious, persistent, creative, innovative, motivated, and most of all, myself. Hopefully this new initiative will push me to complete projects and polish my skills. On another note, Mr. Benji really likes laying down on that same spot…

/endrant

I guess I needed to update my blog a little bit rather than spam the shit out of people’s dashboards with Avatar and Game of Throne gifs (sorry).

Well spring semester has been tough. I had a shit ton of work that I needed to complete, but I feel confident that I did pretty well overall. Now I need to focus on my portfolio and start applying for schools over the summer. My aim is to make it to California with my lover, so hopefully I will accomplish my goal. Though, I am always open to new opportunities and circumstances that comes my way. I think I got this.

Oh, and again, sorry for the spam.

I am at a position where I want to be.

I don’t need people that I dislike to ever interfere with my personal life or atmosphere. I have a gorgeous and wonderful boy who loves me dearly. I have friends that bend their backs completely for me…even if they are paralyzed. I have parents who support me every step of the way, despite our differences. I have a brave brother who is risking his time and life serving in the military. I have the strongest bond with a beautiful sister that is carrying a new blossoming life inside of her. I have the most adorable furry companions that always do their best to make me not feel alone, even though sometimes they make me want to rip out my hairs. Most importantly, I have goals to accomplish and the brightest yet toughest future ahead of me. 

The past should be left in the past, and I should be concerned about the now. Although history is a part of me, and I acknowledge that, I just do not wish to linger on to it any further.

/endrant

This year just keeps getting better and better…

Some sort of negative force just decided to make everything tough for me. Maybe it’s some sort of karma for being a bitch or having a great time. But let me tell you omnipotent ominous or whatever oms you can come up with negative energy force star wars magic, you are doing the greatest job at making me really upset.

And no, I am not ending the rant until my brother comes back home safe and sound.

Hey old friend,

I haven’t really took the time to blog about vague thoughts or express some sort of feeling on my blog in a very long time. I kinda miss it. It could be that my life has gotten a little better, or I just have nothing to talk about. No, I am lying. I do have things to say, I just don’t feel the extreme need to rant here… or maybe I do, but I am just too embarrassed of my emotions. Nonetheless, I will try to keep the somewhat transparent relationship I once had with my blog, where I usually bleed my feelings onto the keyboard and spur out whatever comes to mind. I will try and make sure it is a balance between positive thoughts and angry rants, just so I can avoid sounding like a whining bitch. Just sayin’.

/endrantaboutnotranting

I feel like somebody just shat on my face, and the shit is hot, steamy, and putrid. In other words, a pretty shitty day.

2012

I haven’t blogged or wrote a reflection in a while, so I feel that I need to at least write my goals for this year so here it is (in no order):

1. Lose 20 pounds by going to the gym in my school.
2. Draw everyday, whether being a doodle or a giant portrait.
3. Improve and learn more art skills.
4. Attain photoshop to finally use my tablet.
5. Develop my portfolio.
6. Travel to: Tennessee, New Mexico, Germany, and Georgia.
7. Read: The Hunger Games Series, Brave New World, The Kite Runner, Arch Enemy, Coraline, The Graveyard Book, Valve Graphic Book, and whatever else catches my interest.
8. Maintain a 4.0 GPA in College
9. Look for scholarship money.
10. Begin crafting more projects/baking delicious sweets.
11. Maintain a connection with my close friends/Family.
12. Be in love <3 (which is not a goal really).

God, I hate this year’s Christmas. Mainly because I had to get so many gifts for my friends, and sew…. lots of sewing. I made my lover a Daft Punk plush toy (which was way better than the Latias plush toy I made him) for part of a Christmas/2 year anniversary gift and I am planning to make several more plush toys. But despite of all the labor work, I am spending Christmas with my sister, my parents, and my lover in Tennessee (taking a break from sewing). So I will see you around tumblr, even though I don’t know if I will be on as much…

But anyway, Happy Holidays ~

(ignore my face ;D)